realities of life like a nightmares

In last friday,my father just suddenlly died.What is the factor to cause my father died we also not very sure.The doctor just said is brain be wind because using ct scan also cannot check the problem.We all also cannot receive this kind of situation because just normal not very illness.My father got asma like me got genetik asma.Many people said is becase of problem of breathing and cause the brain and coma.At that time,my father really at critical situation because the heart stop pump the blood in 15 minit after that safe the life ,but sudenlly still continous stop the heart pump 2 time .The doctor said we all cannot doing anything already.However,i don have regret to saw my father last face because at that time I at temple.My autie bring me went to the temple to pray.However,when we at temple,I receive a call said my father cannot already i quickly went to general hospital kuala lumpur ICU to saw my father last face.My family and I cannot receive this kind of fate.I feel very sad and crying and suddenlly remember my childhood life with my father.At my childhood life,my father teach me many thing is about many games how to make aeroplane using paper ,playing a,e,i,o,u ,went to the lake we all call 't-lompat' and so on.....