feeling about the end of first sem

In last few month,i got many first time experience in my life sometimes is happy and sometimes not.I got many suffering experince more than happy experience.First i feel very suffering is my hostel leaking tank,at that time i feel very desperate because i only first year student and first sem why i must got this unhappy experience.Sometimes in weekend i stayed at hostel always dunno what kind of food can i eat.This kind of food are not delicious and make me suffering so sometimes i prefer ate maggie mee.Sometimes the water also not very clean at my old block i dinno how to drank it.Recently,don not why suddenly whole hostel don have water and only got 1 block have water to bath.I must went a long distance and bath.At that time, i very angry.I asked myself why my hostel alway like that and cannot be normal than other.This kind of experince is the one of the part......got so on.My happy experince is my coursemate are very takecare to me and theirs always help me because i am is a confuse students.My direct senior also help me to understanding the lesson and also takecare to me.I feel very happy at that moment and can cut down my sadness experience.I also got one teacher to help me understand the lesson.I am not very independent girl i alway need help from other,but i must try to independent.Sometimes i got problem also discuss with my coursemate.My all coursemate already become my friend already.Now,i think i become a little big mature but still want to attempt.I think the more experience i get can become more mature.